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it。 he himself would not see it。 why should he watch the hideous corruption of his soul? he kept his youth that was enough。 and; besides; might not his nature grow finer; after all? there was no reason that the future should be so full of shame。 some love might e across his life; and purify him; and shield him from those sins that seemed to be already stirring in spirit and in flesh those curious unpictured sins whose very mystery lent them their subtlety and their charm。 perhaps; some day; the cruel look would have passed away from the scarlet sensitive mouth; and he might show to the world basil hallwards masterpiece。
no; that was impossible。 hour by hour; and week by week; the thing upon the canvas was growing old。 it might escape the hideousness of sin; but the hideousness of age was in store for it。 the cheeks would bee hollow or flaccid。 yellow crows feet would creep round the fading eyes and make them horrible。 the hair would lose its brightness; the mouth would gape or droop; would be foolish or gross; as the mouths of old men are。 there would be the wrinkled throat; the cold; blue…veined hands; the twisted body; that he remembered in the grandfather who had been so stern to him in his boyhood。 the picture had to be concealed。 there was no help for it。
〃bring it in; mr。 hubbard; please;〃 he said; wearily; turning round。 〃i am sorry i kept you so long。 i was thinking of something else。〃
〃always glad to have a rest; mr。 gray;〃 answered the frame…maker; who was still gasping for breath。 〃where shall we put it; sir?〃
〃oh; anywhere。 here: this will do。 i dont want to have it hung up。 just lean it against the wall。 thanks。〃
〃might one look at the work of art; sir?〃
dorian started。 〃it would not interest you; mr。 hubbard;〃 he said; keeping his eye on the man。 he felt ready to leap upon him and fling him to the ground if he dared to lift the gorgeous hanging that concealed the secret of his life。 〃i shant trouble you any more now。 i am much obliged for your kindness in ing round。〃
〃not at all; not at all; mr。 gray。 ever ready to do anything for you; sir。〃 and mr。 hubbard tramped downstairs; followed by the assistant; who glanced back at dorian with a look of shy wonder in his rough unely face。 he had never seen any one so marvellous。
when the sound of their footsteps had died away; dorian locked the door and put the key in his pocket。 he felt safe now。 no one would ever look upon the horrible thing。 no eye but his would ever see his shame。
on reaching the library; he found that it was just after five oclock and that the tea had been already brought up。 on a little table of dark perfumed wood thickly incrusted with nacre; a present from lady radley; his guardians wife; a pretty professional invalid who had spent the preceding winter in cairo; was lying a note from lord henry; and beside it was a book bound in yellow paper; the cover slightly torn and the edges soiled。 a copy of the third edition of the st。 jamess gazette had been placed on the tea…tray。 it was evident that victor had returned。 he wondered if he had met the men in the hall as they were leaving the house and had wormed out of them what they had been doing。 he would be sure to miss the picturehad no doubt missed it already; while he had been laying the tea…things。 the screen had not been set back; and a blank space was visible on the wall。 perhaps some night he might find him creeping upstairs and trying to force the door of the room。 it was a horrible thing to have a spy in ones house。 he had heard of rich men who had been blackmailed all their lives by some servant who had read a letter; or overheard a conversation; or picked up a card with an address; or found beneath a pillow a withered flower or a shred of crumpled lace。
he sighed; and having poured himself out some tea; opened lord henrys note。 it was simply to say that he sent him round the evening paper; and a book that might interest him; and that he would be at the club at eight…fifteen。 he opened the st。 jamess languidly; and looked through it。 a red pencil…mark on the fifth page caught his eye。 it drew attention to the following paragraph:
inquest on an actress。an inquest was held this morning at the bell tavern; hoxton road; by mr。 danby; the district coroner; on the body of sibyl vane; a young actress recently engaged at the royal theatre; holborn。 a verdict of death by misadventure was returned。 considerable sympathy was expressed for the mother of the deceased; who was greatly affected during the giving of her own evidence; and that of dr。 birrell; who had made the post…mortem examination of the deceased。
he frowned; and tearing the paper in two; went across the room and flung the pieces away。 how ugly it all was! and how horribly real ugliness made things! he felt a little annoyed with lord henry for having sent him the report。 and it was certainly stupid of him to have marked it with red pencil。 victor might have read it。 the man knew more than enough english for that。
perhaps he had read it and had begun to suspect something。 and; yet; what did it matter? what had dorian gray to do with sibyl vanes death? there was nothing to fear。 dorian gray had not killed her。
his eye fell on the yellow book that lord henry had sent him。 what was it; he wondered。 he went towards the little; pearl…coloured octagonal stand that had always looked to him like the work of some strange egyptian bees that wrought in silver; and taking up the volume; flung himself into an arm…chair and began to turn over the leaves。 after a few minutes he became absorbed。 it was the strangest book that he had ever read。 it seemed to him that in exquisite raiment; and to the delicate sound of flutes; the sins of the world were passing in dumb show before him。 things that he had dimly dreamed of were suddenly made real to him。 things of which he had never dreamed were gradually revealed。
it was a novel without a plot and with only one character; being; indeed; simply a psychological study of a certain young parisian who spent his life trying to realize in the nineteenth century all the passions and modes of thought that belonged to every century except his own; and to sum up; as it were; in himself the various moods through which the world…spirit had ever passed; loving for their mere artificiality those renunciations that men have unwisely called virtue; as much as those natural rebellions that wise men still call sin。 the style in which it was written was that curious jewelled style; vivid and obscure at once; full of argot and of archaisms; of technical expressions and of elaborate paraphrases; that characterizes the work of some of the finest artists of the french school of symbolistes。 there were in it metaphors as monstrous as orchids and as subtle in colour。 the life of the senses was described in the terms of mystical philosophy。 one hardly knew at times whether one was reading the spiritual ecstasies of some mediaeval saint or the morbid confessions of a modern sinner。 it was a poisonous book。 the heavy odour of incense seemed to cling about its pages and to trouble the brain。 the mere cadence of the sentences; the subtle monotony of their music; so full as it was of plex refrains and