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what I was doing。”
The Seeker scowled at me and smoothed the front of her outfit。 “You’re not well; and I suppose I
startled you。”
“I wasn’t expecting to see you;” I whispered。 “Why are you here?”
“Let’s get you to a Healing facility before we speak。 If you have a flu; you should get it healed。 There’s
no point in letting it wear your body down。”
“I don’t have a flu。 I’m not ill。”
“Did you eat bad food? You must report where you got it。”
Her prying was very annoying。 “I did not eat bad food; either。 I’m healthy。”
“Why don’t you have a Healer check? A quick scan—you shouldn’t neglect your host。 That’s
irresponsible。 Especially when health care is so easy and effective。”
I took a deep breath and resisted the urge to shake her again。 She was a full head shorter than I was。 It
was a fight I would win。
A fight? I turned away from her and walked swiftly toward my home。 I was dangerously emotional。 I
needed to calm down before I did something inexcusable。
“Wanderer? Wait! The Healer —”
“I need no Healer;” I said without turning。 “That was just… an emotional imbalance。 I’m fine now。”
She was soon bored。
“So; Wanderer… or do you still go by that name? I don’t mean to be rude in calling you that。”
I didn’t look at her。 “I still go by Wanderer。”
“Interesting。 I pegged you for one that would choose her own。”
“Idid choose。 I chose Wanderer。”
It had long been clear to me that the mild spat I’d overheard the first day I woke in the Healing facility
was the Seeker’s fault。 The Seeker was the most confrontational soul I’d e across in nine lives。 My
first Healer; Fords Deep Waters; had been calm; kind; and wise; even for a soul。 Yet he had not been
able to help reacting to her。 That made me feel better about my own response。
I turned around to face her。 She was on my small couch; nestled in fortably as if for a long visit。 Her
expression was self…satisfied; the bulging eyes amused。 I controlled the desire to scowl。
“Why are you here?” I asked again。 My voice was a monotone。 Restrained。 I would not lose control
again in front of this woman。
“It’s been a while since I heard anything from you; so I thought I would check in personally。 We’ve still
made no headway in your case。”
My hands clamped down on the edge of the counter behind me; but I kept the wild relief from my voice。
“That seems… overzealous。 Besides; I sent you a message last night。”
Her eyebrows came together in that way she had; a way that made her look angry and annoyed at the
same time; as if you; not she; were responsible for her anger。 She pulled out her palm puter and
touched the screen a few times。
“Oh;” she said stiffly。 “I haven’t checked my mail today。”
She was quiet as she scanned through what I had written。
“I sent it very early in the morning;” I said。 “I was half asleep at the time。 I’m not sure how much of what
I wrote was memory or dream; or sleep…typing; maybe。”
I went along with the words—Melanie’s words—as they flowed easily from my mouth; I even added
my own lighthearted laugh at the end。 It was dishonest of me。 Shameful behavior。 But I would not let the
Seeker know that I was weaker than my host。
For once; Melanie was not smug at having bested me。 She was too relieved; too grateful that I had not;
for my own petty reasons; given her away。
I bit my lip hard。 Melanie wanted so badly to make another denial; to claim the boy was just part of a
dream。Don’t be stupid; I told her。That would be so obvious。 It said much for the repellent nature of the
Seeker that she could put Melanie and me on the same side of an argument。
I hate her。Melanie’s whisper was sharp; painful like a cut。
I know; I know。I wished I could deny that I felt… similarly。 Hate was an unforgivable emotion。 But the
Seeker was… very difficult to like。 Impossible。
The Seeker interrupted my internal conversation。 “So; other than the new location to review; you have
no more help for me on the road maps?”
I felt my body react to her critical tone。 “I never said they were lines on a road map。 That’s your
assumption。 And no; I have nothing else。”
She clicked her tongue quickly three times。 “But you said they were directions。”
“That’s what I think they are。 I’m not getting anything more。”
“Why not? Haven’t you subdued the human yet?” She laughed loudly。 Laughing at me。
I turned my back to her and concentrated on calming myself。 I tried to pretend that she wasn’t there。
That I was all alone in my austere kitchen; staring out the window into the little patch of night sky; at the
three bright stars I could see through it。
Well; as alone as I ever was。
While I stared at the tiny points of light in the blackness; the lines that I’d seen over and over again—in
my dreams and in my broken memories; cropping up at strange; unrelated moments—flashed through my
head。
The first: a slow; rough curve; then a sharp turn north; another sharp turn back the other way; twisting
back to the north for a longer stretch; and then the abrupt southern decline that flattened out into another
shallow curve。
The second: a ragged zigzag; four tight switchbacks; the fifth point strangely blunt; like it was broken…
The third: a smooth wave; interrupted by a sudden spur that swung a thin; long finger out to the north
and back。
Inprehensible; seemingly meaningless。 But I knew this was important to Melanie。 From the very
beginning I’d known that。 She protected this secret more fiercely than any other; next to the boy; her
brother。 I’d had no idea of his existence before the dream last night。 I wondered what it was that had
broken her。 Maybe as she grew louder in my head; she would lose more of her secrets to me。
Maybe she would slip up; and I would see what these strange lines meant。 I knew they meant something。
That they led somewhere。
They led back to Jared; of course。 Back to both of them; Jared and Jamie。 Where else? What other
location could possibly hold any meaning for her? Only now I saw that it was notback; because none of
them had ever followed these lines before。 Lines that had been as much of a mystery to her as they were
to me; until…
The wall was slow to block me。 She was distracted; paying more attention to the Seeker than I was。
She fluttered in my head at a sound behind me; and that was the first I was aware of the Seeker’s
approach。
The Seeker sighed。 “I expected more of you。 Your track record seemed so promising。”
“It’s a pity you weren’t free for the assignment yourself。 I’m sure if you’d had to deal with a resistant
host; it would have been child’s play。” I didn’t turn to look at her。 My voice stayed level。
She sniffed。 “The early waves were challenging enough even without a resistant host。”
“Yes。 I’ve experienced a few settlings myself。”
The Seeker snorted。 “Were the See Weeds very difficult to tame? Did they flee?”
I kept my voice calm。 “We had no trouble in the South Pole。 Of course; the North was another matter。
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