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战争与和平(上)-第章

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of such a kind that no one can know it and profit by it if he has not been prepared by a prolonged and diligent self…purification; not every one can hope to attain it quickly。 Hence we have a second aim; which consists in preparing our members; as far as possible reforming their hearts; purifying and enlightening their intelligence by those means which have been revealed to us by tradition from men who have striven to attain this mystery; and thereby to render them fit for the reception of it。 Purifying and regenerating our members; we endeavor; thirdly; to improve the whole human race; offering it in our members an example of piety and virtue; and thereby we strive with all our strength to combat the evil that is paramount in the world。 Ponder on these things; and I will come again to you;” he said; and went out of the room。
“To combat the evil that is paramount in the world …” Pierre repeated; and a mental image of his future activity in that direction rose before him。 He seemed to see men such as he had been himself a fortnight ago; and he was mentally addressing an edifying exhortation to them。 He pictured to himself persons vicious and unhappy; whom he would help in word and in deed; he pictured oppressors whose victims he would rescue。 Of the three aims enumerated by the rhetor the last— the reformation of the human race—appealed particularly to Pierre。 The great mystery of which the rhetor had made mention; though it excited his curiosity; did not strike his imagination as a reality; while the second aim; the purification and regeneration of himself; had little interest for him; because at that moment he was full of a blissful sense of being completely cured of all his former vices; and being ready for nothing but goodness。
Half an hour later the rhetor returned to enumerate to the seeker the seven virtues corresponding to the seven steps of the temple of Solomon; in which every freemason must train himself。 Those virtues were: (1) discretion; the keeping of the secrets of the order; (2) obedience to the higher authorities of the order; (3) morality; (4) love for mankind; (5) courage; (6) liberality; and (7) love of death。
“Seventhly; strive;” said the rhetor; “by frequent meditation upon death to bring yourself to feel it not an enemy to be dreaded; but a friend … which delivers the soul grown weary in the labours of virtue from this distressful life and leads it to its place of recompense and peace。”
“Yes; that’s as it should be;” thought Pierre; when the rhetor after these words left him again to solitary reflection; “that’s as it ought to be; but I’m still so weak as to love this life; the meaning of which is only now by degrees being revealed to me。” But the other five virtues which Pierre recalled; reckoning them on his fingers; he felt already in his soul; courage and liberality; morality and love for mankind; and above all obedience; which seemed to him not to be a virtue; indeed; but a happiness。 (It was such a joy to him now to be escaping from the guidance of his own caprice; and to be submitting his will to those who knew the absolute truth。) The seventh virtue Pierre had forgotten; and he could not recall it。
The third time the rhetor came back sooner; and asked Pierre whether he were still resolute in his intention; and whether he were prepared to submit to everything that would be demanded of him。
“I am ready for anything;” said Pierre。
“I must inform you further;” said the rhetor; “that our order promulgates its doctrine not by word only; but by certain means which have perhaps on the true seeker after wisdom and virtue a more potent effect than merely verbal explanations。 This temple; with what you see therein; should shed more light on your heart; if it is sincere; than any words can do。 You will see; maybe; a like method of enlightenment in the further rites of your admittance。 Our order follows the usage of ancient societies which revealed their doctrine in hieroglyphs。 A hieroglyph;” said the rhetor; “is the name given to a symbol of some object; imperceptible to the senses and possessing qualities similar to those of the symbol。”
Pierre knew very well what a hieroglyph was; but he did not venture to say so。 He listened to the rhetor in silence; feeling from everything he said that his ordeal was soon to begin。
“If you are resolved; I must proceed to your initiation;” said the rhetor; coming closer to Pierre。 “In token of liberality I beg you to give me everything precious you have。”
“But I have nothing with me;” said Pierre; supposing he was being asked to give up all his possessions。
“What you have with you: watch; money; rings…”
Pierre made haste to get out his purse and his watch; and was a long time trying to get his betrothal ring off his fat finger。 When this had been done; the freemason said:
“In token of obedience I beg you to undress。” Pierre took off his coat and waistcoat and left boot at the rhetor’s instructions。 The mason opened his shirt over the left side of his chest and pulled up his breeches on the left leg above the knee。 Pierre would hurriedly have taken off the right boot and tucked up the trouser…leg; to save this stranger the trouble of doing so; but the mason told him this was not necessary and gave him a slipper to put on his left foot。 With a childish smile of embarrassment; of doubt; and of self…mockery; which would come into his face in spite of himself; Pierre stood with his legs wide apart and his hands hanging at his sides; facing the rhetor and awaiting his next commands。
“And finally; in token of candour; I beg you to disclose to me your chief temptation;” he said。
“My temptation! I had so many;” said Pierre。
“The temptation which does more than all the rest to make you stumble on the path of virtue;” said the freemason。
Pierre paused; seeking a reply。
“Wine? gluttony? frivolity? laziness? hasty temper? anger? women?” he went through his vices; mentally balancing them; and not knowing to which to give the pre…eminence。
“Women;” said Pierre in a low; hardly audible voice。 The freemason did not speak nor stir for a long while after that reply。 At last he moved up to Pierre; took the handkerchief that lay on the table; and again tied it over his eyes。
“For the last time I say to you: turn all your attention upon yourself; put a bridle on your feelings; and seek blessedness not in your passions; but in your own heart。 The secret of blessing is not without but within us。…”
Pierre had for a long while been conscious of this refreshing fount of blessing within him that now flooded his heart with joy and emotion。


Chapter 4
SHORTLY AFTER THIS; there walked into the dark temple to fetch Pierre not the rhetor; but his sponsor Villarsky; whom he recognised by his voice。 In reply to fresh inquiries as to the firmness of his resolve; Pierre answered:
“Yes; yes; I agree;” and with a beaming; childlike smile he walked forward; stepping timidly and unevenly with one booted and one slippered foot; while Villarsky held a sword pointed at his fat; uncovered chest。 He was led out of the room along corridors; turning backwards and forwards; till at last he was brought to the doors of the lodge。 Villarsky coughe
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