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ning backwards and forwards; till at last he was brought to the doors of the lodge。 Villarsky coughed; he was answered by masonic taps with hammers; the door opened before them。 A bass voice (Pierre’s eyes were again bandaged) put questions to him; who he was; where and when he was born; and so on。 Then he was again led away somewhere with his eyes still bandaged; and as he walked they spoke to him in allegories of the toils of his pilgrimage; and of holy love; of the Eternal Creator of the world; of the courage with which he was to endure toils and dangers。 During this time Pierre noticed that he was called sometimes the seeker; sometimes the sufferer; and sometimes the postulant; and that they made various tapping sounds with hammers and with swords。 While he was being led up to some object; he noticed that there was hesitation and uncertainty among his conductors。 He heard a whispered dispute among the people round him; and one of them insisting that he should be made to cross a certain carpet。 After this they took his right hand; laid it on something; while they bade him with the left hold a compass to his left breast; while they made him repeat after some one who read the words aloud; the oath of fidelity to the laws of the order。 Then the candles were extinguished and spirit was lighted; as Pierre knew from the smell of it; and he was told that he would see the lesser light。 The bandage was taken off his eyes; and in the faint light of the burning spirit Pierre saw; as though it were in a dream; several persons who stood facing him in aprons like the rhetor’s; and held swords pointed at his breast。 Among them stood a man in a white shirt stained with blood。 On seeing this; Pierre moved with his chest forward towards the swords; meaning them to stab him。 But the swords were drawn back; and the bandage was at once replaced on his eyes。
“Now you have seen the lesser light;” said a voice。 Then again they lighted the candles; told him that he had now to see the full light; and again removed the bandage; and more than ten voices said all at once: “Sic transit gloria mundi。”
Pierre gradually began to regain his self…possession; and to look about at the room and the people in it。 Round a long table covered with black were sitting some dozen men; all in the same strange garment that he had seen before。 Several of them Pierre knew in Petersburg society。 In the president’s chair sat a young man; with a peculiar cross on his neck; whom he did not know。 On his right hand sat the Italian abbé whom Pierre had seen two years before at Anna Pavlovna’s。 There were among them a dignitary of very high standing and a Swiss tutor; who had once been in the Kuragin family。 All preserved a solemn silence; listening to the president; who held a hammer in his hand。 In the wall was carved a blazing star; on one side of the table was a small rug with various figures worked upon it; on the other was something like an altar with the gospel and a skull on it。 Round the table stood seven big ecclesiastical…looking candlesticks。 Two of the brothers led Pierre up to the altar; set his feet at right angles and bade him lie down; saying that he would be casting himself down at the gates of the temple。
“He ought first to receive the spade;” said one of the brothers in a whisper。
“Oh! hush; please;” said another。
Pierre did not obey; but with uneasy short…sighted eyes looked about him; and suddenly doubt came over him。 “Where am I? What am I doing? Aren’t they laughing at me? Shan’t I be ashamed to remember this?” But this doubt only lasted a moment。 Pierre looked round at the serious faces of the people round him; thought of all he had just been through; and felt that there was no stopping half…way。 He was terrified at his own hesitation; and trying to arouse in himself his former devotional feeling; he cast himself down at the gates of the temple。 And the devotional feeling did in fact come more strongly than ever upon him。 When he had lain there some time; he was told to get up; and a white leather apron such as the others wore was put round him; and a spade and three pairs of gloves were put in his hands; then the grand master addressed him。 He told him that he must try never to stain the whiteness of that apron; which symbolised strength and purity。 Then of the unexplained spade he told him to toil with it at clearing his heart from vice; and with forbearing patience smoothing the way in the heart of his neighbour。 Then of the first pair of gloves he said that he could not know yet their significance; but must treasure them; of the second pair he said that he must put them on at meetings; and finally of the third pair—they were women’s gloves—he said:
“Dear brother; and these woman’s gloves are destined for you too。 Give them to the woman whom you shall honour beyond all others。 That gift will be a pledge of your purity of heart to her whom you select as a worthy helpmeet in masonry。” After a brief pause; he added: “But beware; dear brother; that these gloves never deck hands that are impure。”
While the grand master uttered the last words it seemed to Pierre that he was embarrassed。 Pierre was even more embarrassed; he blushed to the point of tears; as children blush; looking about him uneasily; and an awkward silence followed。
This silence was broken by one of the brothers who; leading Pierre to the rug; began reading out of a manuscript book the interpretation of all the figures delineated upon it: the sun; the moon; the hammer; the balance; the spade; the rough stone and the shaped stone; the past; the three windows; etc。 Then Pierre was shown his appointed place; he was shown the signs of the lodge; told the password; and at last permitted to sit down。 The grand master began reading the exhortation。 The exhortation was very long; and Pierre in his joy; his emotion; and his embarrassment was hardly in a condition to understand what was read。 He only grasped the last words of the exhortation; which stuck in his memory。
“In our temples we know of no distinctions;” read the grand master; “but those between virtue and vice。 Beware of making any difference that may transgress against equality。 Fly to the succour of a brother whoever he may be; exhort him that goeth astray; lift up him that falleth; and cherish not malice nor hatred against a brother。 Be thou friendly and courteous。 Kindle in all hearts the fire of virtue。 Share thy happiness with thy neighbour; and never will envy trouble that pure bliss。 Forgive thy enemy; revenge not thyself on him but by doing him good。 Fulfilling in this wise the highest law; thou wilt regain traces of the ancient grandeur thou hadst lost;” he concluded; and getting up he embraced Pierre and kissed him。
Pierre looked round with tears of joy in his eyes; not knowing how to answer the congratulations and greetings from acquaintances with which he was surrounded。 He did not recognise any acquaintances; in all these men he saw only brothers; and he burned with impatience to get to work with them。 The grand master tapped with his hammer; all sat down in their places; and one began reading a sermon on the necessity of meekness。
The grand master proposed that the last duty be performed; and