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hehadnotimetolistentohisfeelings。
michaeltoldmeallthiswithamixedfeelingofprideandvexation。isawhewasproudofthesonhewasabusing;andthathisverypridemadehimmoresensitivetothatsonsneglect。
sixoclockp。m鈥斺€攊havejustfinishedahappyday。howmanyeventshavehappenedwithinafewhours;andwhatachangeforgenevieveandmichael!
hehadjustfinishedfixingtheshelves;andtellingmeofhisson;whileilaidtheclothformybreakfast。
suddenlyweheardhurriedstepsinthepassage;thedooropened;andgenevieveenteredwithrobert。
thejoinergaveastartofjoyfulsurprise;butherepresseditimmediately;asifhewishedtokeepuptheappearanceofdispleasure。
theyoungmandidnotappeartonoticeit;butthrewhimselfintohisarmsinanopen…heartedmanner;whichsurprisedme。genevieve;whosefaceshonewithhappiness;seemedtowishtospeak;andtorestrainherselfwithdifficulty。
itoldrobertiwasgladtoseehim;andheansweredmewitheaseandcivility。
〃iexpectedyouyesterday;〃saidmichaelarout;ratherdryly。
〃forgiveme;father;〃repliedtheyoungworkman;〃butihadbusinessatst。germains。iwasnotabletoebacktillitwasverylate;andthenthemasterkeptme。〃
thejoinerlookedathissonsidewise;andthentookuphishammeragain。
〃allright;〃mutteredhe;inagrumblingtone;〃whenwearewithotherpeoplewemustdoastheywish;buttherearesomewhowouldlikebettertoeatbrownbreadwiththeirownknifethanpartridgeswiththesilverforkofamaster。〃
〃andiamoneofthose;father;〃repliedrobert;merrily;〃but;astheproverbsays;〃youmustshellthepeasbeforeyoucaneatthem。〃itwasnecessarythatishouldfirstworkinagreatworkshop鈥斺€敗�
〃togoonwithyourplanofthestaircase;〃interruptedmichael;ironically。
〃youmustnowsaymonsieurraymondsplan;father;〃repliedrobert;smiling。
〃why?〃
〃becauseihavesoldittohim。〃
thejoiner;whowasplaningaboard;turnedroundquickly。
〃soldit!〃criedhe;withsparklingeyes。
〃forthereasonthatiwasnotrichenoughtogiveithim。〃
michaelthrewdowntheboardandtool。
〃thereheisagain!〃resumedhe;angrily;〃hisgoodgeniusputsanideaintohisheadwhichwouldhavemadehimknown;andhegoesandsellsittoarichman;whowilltakethehonorofithimself。〃
〃well;whatharmistheredone?〃askedgenevieve。
〃whatharm!〃criedthejoiner;inapassion。〃youunderstandnothingaboutit鈥斺€攜ouareawoman;buthe鈥斺€攈eknowswellthatatrueworkmannevergivesuphisowninventionsformoney;nomorethanasoldierwouldgiveuphiscross。thatishisglory;heisboundtokeepitforthehonoritdoeshim!ah;thunder!ifihadevermadeadiscovery;ratherthanputitupatauctioniwouldhavesoldoneofmyeyes!dontyouseethatanewinventionislikeachildtoaworkman?hetakescareofit;hebringsitup;hemakesawayforitintheworld;anditisonlyapoorcreaturewhosellsit。〃
robertcoloredalittle。
〃youwillthinkdifferently;father;〃saidhe;〃whenyouknowwhyisoldmyplan。〃
〃yes;andyouwillthankhimforit;〃addedgenevieve;whocouldnolongerkeepsilence。
〃never!〃repliedmichael。
〃but;wretchedman!〃criedshe;〃hesolditonlyforoursakes!〃
thejoinerlookedathiswifeandsonwithastonishment。itwasnecessarytoetoanexplanation。thelatterrelatedhowhehadenteredintoanegotiationwithmasterbenoit;whohadpositivelyrefusedtosellhisbusinessunlessonehalfofthetwothousandfrancswerefirstpaiddown。itwasinthehopesofobtainingthissumthathehadgonetoworkwiththecontractoratversailles;hehadhadanopportunityoftryinghisinvention;andoffindingapurchaser。thankstothemoneyhereceivedforit;hehadjustconcludedthebargainwithbenoit;andhadbroughthisfatherthekeyofthenewwork…yard。
thisexplanationwasgivenbytheyoungworkmanwithsomuchmodestyandsimplicitythatiwasquiteaffectedbyit。genevievecried;michaelpressedhissontohisheart;andinalongembraceheseemedtoaskhispardonforhavingunjustlyaccusedhim。
allwasnowexplainedwithhonortorobert。theconductwhichhisparentshadascribedtoindifferencereallysprangfromaffection;hehadneitherobeyedthevoiceofambitionnorofavarice;noreventhenoblerinspirationofinventivegenius:hiswholemotiveandsingleaimhadbeenthehappinessofgenevieveandmichael。thedayforprovinghisgratitudehade;andhehadreturnedthemsacrificeforsacrifice!
aftertheexplanationsandexclamationsofjoywereover;allthreewereabouttoleaveme;but;theclothbeinglaid;iaddedthreemoreplaces;andkeptthemtobreakfast。
themealwasprolonged:thefarewasonlytolerable;buttheover…flowingsofaffectionmadeitdelicious。neverhadibetterunderstoodtheunspeakablecharmoffamilylove。whatcalmenjoymentinthathappinesswhichisalwayssharedwithothers;inthatmunityofinterestswhichunitessuchvariousfeelings;inthatassociationofexistenceswhichformsonesinglebeingofsomany!whatismanwithoutthosehomeaffections;which;likesomanyroots;fixhimfirmlyintheearth;andpermithimtoimbibeallthejuicesoflife?energy;happiness鈥斺€攄onotalltheseefromthem?withoutfamilylifewherewouldmanlearntolove;toassociate;todenyhimself?amunityinlittle;isitnotthiswhichteachesushowtoliveinthegreatone?
suchistheholinessofhome;that;toexpressourrelationwithgod;wehavebeenobligedtoborrowthewordsinventedforourfamilylife。menhavenamedthemselvesthesonsofaheavenlyfather!
ah!letuscarefullypreservethesechainsofdomesticunion。donotletusunbindthehumansheaf;andscatteritsearstoallthecapricesofchanceandofthewinds;butletusratherenlargethisholylaw;letuscarrytheprinciplesandthehabitsofhomebeyondsetbounds;and;ifitmaybe;letusrealizetheprayeroftheapostleofthegentileswhenheexclaimedtothenewbornchildrenofchrist:〃beyelike…minded;havingthesamelove;beingofoneaccord;ofonemind。〃
CHAPTER X
ourcountry
october12th;sevenoclocka。m。
thenightsarealreadybeecoldandlong;thesun;shiningthroughmycurtains;nomorewakensmelongbeforethehourforwork;andevenwhenmyeyesareopen;thepleasantwarmthofthebedkeepsmefastundermycounterpane。everymorningtherebeginsalongargumentbetweenmyactivityandmyindolence;and;snuglywrappeduptotheeyes;iwaitlikethegascon;untiltheyhavesucceedediningtoanagreement。
thismorning;however;alight;whichshonefrommydooruponmypillow;awokemeearlierthanusual。invainiturnedonmyside;theperseveringlight;likeavictoriousenemy;pursuedmeintoeveryposition。atlast;quiteoutofpatience;isatupandhurledmynightcaptothefootofthebed!
(iwillobserve;bywayofparenthesis;thatthevariousevolutionsofthispacificheadgearseemtohavebeen;fromtheremotesttime;symbolsofthevehementemotionsofthemind;forourlanguagehasborroweditsmostmonimagesfromthem。)
butbethisasitmay;igotupinaverybadhumor;grumblingatmynewneighbor;whotookitintohisheadtobewakefulwheniwishedtosleep。
weareallmadethus;wedonotunderstandthatothersmayliveontheirownaccount。eachoneofusisliketheearth;accordingtotheoldsystemofptolemy;andthinkshecanhavethewholeuniverserevolvearoundhimself。onthispoint;tomakeuseofthemetaphoralludedto:
tousleshommesontlatetedanslememebonnet。
ihadforthetimebeing;asihavealreadysaid;thrownminetotheotherendofmybed;andislowlydisengagedmylegsfromthewarmbedclothes;whilemakingahostofevilreflectionsupontheinconvenienceofhavingneighbors。
formorethanamonthihadnothadtoplainofthosewhomchancehadgivenme;mostofthemonlycameintosleep;andwentawayagainonrising。iwasalmostalwaysaloneonthistopstory鈥斺€攁lonewiththecloudsandthesparrows!
butatparisnothinglasts;thecurrentoflifecarriesusalong;liketheseaweedtornfromtherock;thehousesarevesselswhichtakemerepassengers。howmanydifferentfaceshaveialreadyseenpassalongthelanding…placebelongingtoourattics!howmanypanionsofafewd